On last night’s finale of Gossip Girl, the song “Between the Bars” by Elliot Smith would have fit the Chuck/Jenny scene perfectly. It has the same mood.

White Americans, what? Nothing better to do? Why don’t you kick yourself out, you’re an immigrant too.

—“Icky Thump” by the White Stripes

My soul escapes me.

Somethin’ filled up
my heart with nothin’,
someone told me not to cry.
But now that I’m older,
my heart’s colder,
and I can see that it’s a lie.

—“Wake Up” by Arcade Fire

You know you feel like shit

When brushing your teeth takes an effort.

You know you are faltering

When there is no point to doing work.

You know you have learned

When you cease giving an effort and start doing work.

-me

Okay, I seriously don’t know what this was supposed to mean. Basically it stemmed from my being so lackluster that I can’t even brush my teeth without forcing myself to. Everything takes so much motivation these days and I’m just out of it.

Tired.

uninspiredandnaive:

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i want to go somewhere where there is nothing. i’m tired of everybody. all i want is music and solitude. i’m so sick of the life i’m living. i don’t want this anymore.

everyday of my fucking life

Pretty much.